[Stays there a long moment, before he just leans against Solidus, practically falling against him. He doesn't say anything for a while, just breathing deep, shuddered breaths... Finally, he speaks.]
I don't know... I don't... know, damn it... I should have killed you, but I can't...
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I don't know... I don't... know, damn it... I should have killed you, but I can't...
I'm a killer, I should be able to do it...
But I can't...